I carefully make my way to the edge, there I find her. My Delight. She is timid at first, not knowing if she can trust my approach. You see, I have been a stranger, Lacking the courage to pursue. I am afraid of what she will require of me. I approach slowly, bow low. I open my hands in humble gratitude. Oh, Delight, how I have missed you! Old friend, lover, and confidant. I threw you away, pushed away your sacred touch; cheaply discarded your beauty. Delight, I am so sorry. I deeply regret how I have feared you. I could not see you clearly through my self-hatred and shame. I surrender these selfish defenses, I lay down my self-serving protections, and I choose you; I choose me. I choose to delight in my goodness and glory. I choose to rest in my beauty, to own my smile. Delight, you are now home.